Losing a bundle in an investment scam

1. I always seem to fall into the same trap.
2. I’m in deep trouble.
3. When am I going to stop making the same mistake over and over again?
4. It scared the living daylights out of me.
5. I could have kicked myself.
6. I could just kill myself.
7. I'm shaken to the core.
8. The thing that pains me so much is that the disaster was so unnecessary and so avoidable.
9. Sometimes the things that I feared the most, turn out to be the least of my worries.
10. I'm pulling my hair out.

Losing a bundle in an investment scam